Tuesday, January 30, 2007
im feeling like i-dunno-what today
sch was okay
slept a couple of times, nth unusual
mass run was okay, not so bad. oh yea, we saw a dead phython floating at the canal! it was so damn big, kinda freaked out. oh yes, which reminds me, saw this poor kitten on my way to school. cause i was walking to sch, and i have this habit if counting my steps when i walk on the drain there. and when i just finished counting, i totally jerked and nearly fell down cause i unexpectedly saw the cat there. dunno why but i was kinda scared of it then just walked away. sheesh, so evil. heh
had csp after sch, was okay. able to mingle better with the girls. oh yea, my and lava got so maluated cause of smth. shant say what!
then lava's father sent me home agn x)
he's funny man, drove all around bp just to send me home. ahha
he didnt know the way, and dint ask! so instead of going through senja rd straight to my house, he went to the end of bangkit rd, which is at the end of bp, turned a whole round around bangkit and went through fajar rd just to reach my house =//
haha. okay, crap. and he got me listening to beegee's now!! nice nice x)
bio test tmr, so dead, im so dead
why wont you be my valentine baby?
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4:05 AM
Tuesday, January 23, 2007
im so tired
so tired i just feel like lying dead right now
or maybe ponning sch for a whole week and do nth but just stay in bed
its only like what, the 4th week? and its alr like this
tues half sucks cause there's 4 math periods in a row, amath and emath. but we only have 4 subjs on the da and assembly. plus csp after sch. dunno if thats supp to be good or bad
the teacher sucks though, no offence. i hate her, i hate the way she teaches us. i miss ms tan, i have to admit. (FOR CHINESE!)
im always feeling so stressed up
annoyed when i cant stay awake in class cause i'll be so tired. cant even force myself to stay awake. and some other probs so handle. its so damn frustrating
tea party tmr + ss mock test before that. only for the few of us + rev cause we missed today's one. mann im so tired
how i hope i can just sit beside you and cry on your shoulders.
how i hope you can hug me and give me comfort at times like this
how i hope you're here and not so far away
im missing you
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5:16 AM
Sunday, January 21, 2007
saw hanizah's 'baby' pic! damn cuteeeee la
shall show to siti xp
anyways its not even a baby pic, more like when she was little. so damn cuteee and innocent! xD
afternoon was spent nicely. school tmr. gahhh
ok im off~
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4:26 AM
Saturday, January 20, 2007
felt better today
spent the whole day doing hmwk, can you believe it
she came to msg me last night, hah. what a joke baby
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5:30 AM
Friday, January 19, 2007
sometimes when im lonely and afraid like im now, i wish you were here to soothe my fears and troubles away. to hug me tight and hold me close.perhaps sometimes i feel that you're so distant from me. i wish i could hold you tight always. but there will always be times when you're away.so much fears and sadness inside me hidden away.i wonder for how long will they remain that way.
got this from a random blog. think its nice, very sweet
exactly my thoughts
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6:48 AM
the raindrops fall on my face, i look down and wished you were here with me
i need the strength, motivaition, encouragement, to move on
i feel like i could die any moment
if it really did happen, what am i to do? there's still many things untold
but i know i'll pull through if i let you stay close in my heart
i slipped, and fell but i pick myself up cause i know that i cant give up
its hard struggling to go along with the rest of them but i know its hard for them too, cause they must be feeling the same way as i do.
and when the lonely, cold nights came, i look up at the bright star and i think of you
i've never seen it so bright, so beautiful, you must be smiling down on me then
every step i take, everything i do, i just wished you were here with me, then it could be the most memorable thing ever for me.
that was the past, during the ledang trip, when i missed you so much
look what's happening now
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6:30 AM
finally its friday!!
so glad
finally can complete all my hmwk in peace, studystudystudy like mad and have loads of rest! x)
outing with rename minus aqilah today after sch, more like just had late lunch.
sch today was ok jus that i was so tired and sleepy i kept falling asleep and my eyes were like half closed most of the time. had to slap myself, keep drinking water and eat lots of glucose to "stay awake".
okay, i have nth else to say now, im very happy today. and its a goooood sign =)
you were just my past
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5:20 AM
Thursday, January 18, 2007
today sucks
because of some stuff
i was happy at first till night arrives
always, making my mood so BLEHH
im off now
tell me, am i supposed to be honoured?
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4:52 AM
Wednesday, January 17, 2007
im so damn tired and sleepy
piles of hmwk to complete
still have my mly compo, lit project ( the WHOLE powerpoint thing) and a math plus emath which must be handed in tmr
so COOL right
whaaaa if nasuha goes back on her word, i swear i will chop her to pieces =)
im tired of youtired of your rubbish and crapyou promised meso many promisesthis seems to be the last straw for mei cant take it anymore, cant you see?like i've said, my promises mean nothing to you but your promises mean half the world to meyou just cant see, its for your own good babyyou never get enough of breaking my heart; bitch
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5:19 AM
Sunday, January 14, 2007
i was so pissed yest but i cant even bear to cry
ok im soo not making sense =/
farzanah and i totally addicted to akon's 'I WANNA LOVE YOU!'
can die with that song, esp the last part, i wanna love you, you alr know !!
i see you winding and grinding up on the floori know you see me looking at you and you already knowi wanna love you, you already knowi wanna love you, you already knowanyways, shall recap bout mendaki tea party and yest
mendaki tea party:
went for tuition in the morn. was sorta effective
then changed and dad fetched me
went to lot one to fetch siti and liy
liy was lateee so we were late too. hahah
we were the last ppl from ymc and adilah, syidah and abg satria took our places at the ymc table with the rest. POUTS
so ended up at the back table with some WEIRD strangers. then it was the speech, prize presentation and stuff
and got this guy, ahmad or smth, the popular singer. he came la. hah.
then the tea itself was funnyyy
the 3 of us were like taking a lot lot of stuff and it wasn't so yummy but ohwells, still eat it anyways. hahah
then the lucky draw was funny
liy got the 31st prize if im not wrong, which is a steamer
and her reaction was cute. cause we were busy talking la and she was like blur blur, so cuteee! haha
then nita won the uh, okay i forgot. =//
fad won the bluetooth. hah. and she was expecting to win the phone too.
then in the end i surprsingly got it. okay la, since its a phone. but honestly, the function sucks, as in there's not much functions in the phone! and many ppl got so jealous. haha, silly
anyways, my mum wants it in exchange for fifty
kinda good deal
since i've alr used it for a week. hehh
so anyways, went home cause very tired after that
took a couple of pics with MNS! which is our ledang group and consists of me, amira, aqilah, liyana, fad and KAK MALY!! <333
ok thats about it i guess
yest:
was funnnnn!!!
went for the intro of the new facilitators and stuff
was kinda okay la
break time = gossiping+bitching
haha, nice equation
then spent a long time in toilet after the whole thing cause everybody was busy touching up on make up! haha!
then formed a BAND. loll nasuha was there but yea, she's not included.
then went to vivo by train and nasuha dropped off at clementi to go home
going vivo with
rename was loveee! shared all kinds of stories from gossips to ghost stories on the way. lol!
bought chocs with aqilah at candy empire and its so freakin cheapppp. haha and yummy too of course
then walked around a lot and went to eat, spent super long there cause we were busy talking and bitching. niceee =)
then walked around some more
saw pretty heels at zara. the silver one was so niceeeeeeeeeeeee!
ohh! and i saw my purple velvet jacket at this shop there and i was so tempted to buy it =(
anyways, after much walking, decided to go home, since we've been out for so long, since early morning.
then we decided to rename our bands! (guess the name of the band! <--hintshints!)
now, im the basist, raihan's the rhythmic guitarist, siti's the lead singer, amira's the back-up singer, liyana's the keyboardist and aqilah's the drummer! xDDDD
we're really really wonderful. loll
then ate jellybeans while sitting on the train floor!
gosh, so unglam. <-- liy's fav line. haha!
then yea, went home and cousin was there! she's total love xD except for the part where she scratched my cheek =( booo
okay
here's the ledang photo's!
lazy to update for now
shall do it another time la
let the photo's speak for itself!
http://sg.pg.photos.yahoo.com/ph/perdaus2/album?.dir=/223dscd&.src=ph&.tok=phrPjBGBskGBw22Hokay gtg now bbyeee loves! <33
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12:20 AM
Thursday, January 11, 2007
goodbye to you; hello to tian
(ok thats just between me and siti x) )
obsession over tian getting stronger man
think im gonna die of laughing and smiling too much one day
anyways, math test tmr! gahh
got not much time to spare
realised i missed 2006 so much that i've cried a few times to sleep
man
ok gtg tc ppl. <333
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5:39 AM
Wednesday, January 10, 2007
there's so many things to do now i cant seem to find the time to update my blog. blehh
some time soon. im upset and tired and sooo troubled now i just wanna die away x( sighhhs
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5:49 AM
Sunday, January 07, 2007
LOOK AT MY LINKS, UNDER SENIORS!
-GOES ECSTATIC-
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4:03 AM
Wednesday, January 03, 2007
today kinda sucked
all because of my cramp throughout the whole day
dont feel like blogging. blehh
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5:15 AM
Church;